Friday, November 11, 2005

I just had to say this

To go after Bobby's mother was a low blow, even by my standards.


Temptation is an awful thing for me. It causes me more problems than I care to admit. I love to push, push, push...just to see what antics I can get away with.

I've been avoiding Bobby lately. Last week, I followed him, unGodly tempted to throw myself in his path and scream "Boo!" Of course, I would be a fool to do so!

Now this week, I'm restless, irritable. He's here, and I want to seek him out. Yet, I am afraid too. And I hate that. I need another post to vent this frustration!

This ambivalence kills me! It's not like me to waffle, to ponder, to question myself.

Damn Bobby and his blog!


I've been doing what I love best: Watching and observing.

And thinking. The more I read of Bobby's blog, the more questions I have! Both of him and of myself.

Do I dare ask those questions?

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Three Things

I like this!!


Three names I go by:
1. Nic
2. Nikki
3. Elizabeth =)

Three screen names I have had:
1. Blondie
2. CrazyAussie
3. Pinky

Three physical things I like about myself:
1. My eyes
2. My hair
3. My hands

Three physical things I don't like about myself:
1. My lips
2. My shoulders
3. My legs

Three parts of my heritage:
1. Dutch
2. French
3. Czech

Three things that scare me:
1. Heights!
2. Bobby!
3. Never being able to have a normal life

Three of my everyday essentials:
1. Lipstick
2. High heels
3. Purse

Three of my favorite musical artists:
1. Mozart
2. Aretha Franklin
3. George Michael

Three of my favorite songs:
1. Anything by Mozart
2. R-E-S-P-E-C-T, Aretha
3. Amazing- George Michael

Three things I want in a relationship:
1. Trust
2. Strength
3. Power

Three LIES:
1. I'm very honest!
2. I'm very emotional.
3. I'm a dumb blonde.

1. I both love and hate men.
2. I'm vengeful.
3. I love Lilacs!

Three physical things about the opposite sex that appeal to me:
1. Eyes
2. Voice
3. Smarts/Wits

Three of my favorite hobbies:
1. Jewerly
2. Gardening
3. Hiding from police!

Three things I want to do really badly now:
1. Return to Australia
2. Yell at Bobby!
3. Sleep!

Three careers I've considered:
1. Actress!
2. Ice Skater
3. Teacher

Three places I want to go on vacation:
1. London
2. Hong Kong
3) Sweden

Three kid's names I like:
1) Olivia
2) Sophia
3) Michael

Three things I want to do before I die:
1. Not go to prison again
2. To really fall in love
3. Settle my score with Bobby!

Three ways that I am stereotypically a boy:
1. I curse too much!
2. I'm good with guns and knives!
3. I'm very good at Mathematics

Three ways that I am stereotypically a girl:
1. High Heels!
2. My long Blonde hair!
3. I love make-up!

Three celebrity crushes:
1. Vincent D'Onofrio [He looks just like Bobby! =) ]
2. Orlando Bloom
3. Esai Morales

Three people that I would like to see post this meme:
1. Bobby!
2. Alex Eames!
3. Gwen!

I want a normal life!

Very much so!

I like to go to the theatre, I like to watch the plays! I love Broadway! I once dreamt of becoming an actress! Nicole Wallace, the actress! Isn't that a damned giggle now??

I love to go out to the little stands out in the streets early in the morning. I love to pick through the fruit and flower stands! And, of course, grab a newspaper!

And I love to go shopping! What girl doesn't?! I love every store: Macy's, Walmart, I don't care! I love clothing. I love bright colors. And I also love my shoes! I love my high heels!

I can't do so much of these things since Ii always have to look over my shoulder.

I am tired of running. I really am. I just want a normal life.

I find myself quite limited

Remaining in New York is quite limiting. Someone might see me and turn me in. Or God forbod, Bobby might see me. That might actually be an amusing situation. Or not!

I wonder what he would do. I go out of my way to avoid letting him see me but am intensely curious of how he would react if he were to see me. Would he pull out his pistol and scream "freeze" like cops do in the movies? Or would he make eye contact and approach me? And, what would I do?? Surely I would run if he pulled out his pistol. But would I run from him if he approached me? I don't think I would.

I'm rather tired of running anyway.

And running is quite tortuorous on a girls 3 inch heels! =)

I wonder how much I'm worth in reward money if I were to be turned in? $500? $ 1 Million? ! A girl can't but help wondering her worth! =)

Oh dear, I'm trying to be funny again. I need some caffiene to wake myself up completely!

I love waking up early in the morning

I love the peacefulness and the quiet. And no one around to bother me. I love to to a nice cafe and have some tea and read the newspaper early in the morning.

I love to watch the dawn break. It's one of the few things I find truly beautiful.

Friday, November 04, 2005

I don't like Arizona

Hello my darlings.

Sorry to have left you alone these past few days but I was travelling. I do *not* like Arizona. Too warm, too dry, too boring. Besides, Bobby is in New York City! =)

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

I miss Gwen.


I love Classical music!

It's very soothing to me.


America has Halloween just like England. It is practised in parts of Australia too. At least England nor Australia has Paris Hilton like America does!

One more time!!!

I am going to kill the next person who spams my blog!

Consider this fair warning from Nicole Wallace!

I'm quite cross right now. I've had too many Sherries tonight!

Damn it!

I just remembered Bobby still has my Thai Buddha from when he arrested me a few weeks ago. I want it back!